Time and time goes by
Nothing lost nothing gained just another lie
Life’s lost the wonder
Silence where there used to be a song
Not a peep, not a sound
Keep my eyes locked on the ground


Keep my head down low
Don’t wanna make a show


But would they even notice?!
What can I do to let them know?
If I scream would they hear?!
Or am I all alone?

My mind eats away
The thoughts swirl around
Open my mouth to scream
But can I even make a sound?

Convulsing with the pain
But my body’s still as stone
Emotions are a hurricane
But not a sign, not a sound

Are you really here?
Can’t get up, can’t stop going
My mind a paradox
All the pain can’t feel a thing

Eyes are glassy clear
Lips curled in a grin

But would they even notice?!
What can I do to let them know?
Everything’s stripped away from me
An empty shell with no story to tell

The world’s black and white
But my head’s white and black

There’s color bursting at the seam
But that’ll be sewed up in time

I can’t just be

Cause my mind won’t let me!


Time and time goes by
Nothing lost nothing gained just another lie
My body’s a grave
Empty where there used to be a soul
Not an ally all around
Keep my eyes locked on the ground